Sunday, August 29, 2010

Awesome, Amazing God!

I know I've said it before, but I will say it many times over . . . I serve an Awesome, Amazing God! As I've mentioned before, I've been struggling with some things and feeling rather down and alone for quite some time, but God is great and can heal anything!

There has been such a drastic change in me, that Chad asked me if he had his wife "back". I guess what I was experiencing affected more than just me. It feels great to feel like myself again. I am enjoying life, my girls, and being a wife.

I think what helped me get through all this was people telling me that God was with me through it all and me reminding myself of that (sometimes multiple times in a hour!), reading His Word, and studying the Bible. After watching Letters to God I returned to writing my prayers (something I used to always do but haven't done in a while). It is amazing how much it clears my head and allows me to see God working to have things down in writing. I am going to continue writing my prayers and have a journal just for them (thanks to Mare!).

I feel so free! I feel so loved! I am so thankful that the Lord never gave up on me! He truly is an Awesome, Amazing God!

Parenting Hangs in the Balance

Parenting Hangs in the Balance

Monday, August 23, 2010

Loving in the Spirit

Today must be a day to be blessed by what God has spoken through other people! I encountered another blog post that convicted me but also encouraged me to be a better mother. I suggest heading over to The Mommy on the Bus Says to hear about loving in the Spirit instead of the Flesh

Mothering and Suffering

I was blessed to read a post by New Generation Cedar in which she posted links to past posts that she had done. One in particular spoke to me in my current state in life. I wanted to share it here in case anyone else needed some encouraging words when it came to mothering.

Motherhood and Suffering…Is It a Sign?

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Monday, August 16, 2010

Exciting News!

You may have (or may not have) noticed a new button on the right side of my blog--At the Well Contributing Writer. Well, it has been added because I will be contributing my Home Cooking for Body and Soul studies for a series on At the Well! A lesson will be posted every fifth Friday of a month that has five Fridays. The next month that has five Fridays is October so be looking for my first published post on October 29th!

Until then, check out the site and look around. It is a great site that I've been following for almost a year and I am continuously encouraged and uplifted by it.

Your Personal Quiet Time

Do you struggle to find time to spend with Jesus? Do you struggle with having a “quiet time?” Natalie did, and she wants to help you learn how to cultivate your relationship with Christ just as He does with you! Jump over to At The Well to learn more about how to spend time with Him and His Word! Your Personal Quiet Time is a short, but in-depth, bible study on Your Personal Quiet Time.

I must say that although I have had great quiet times with the Lord in the past, they have been allusive for just over a year. While I spend time every day reading His Word and praying, I just don't feel the connection that I have in the past. I am hoping that by participating in the study with other At The Well participants, I might be able to find what I am missing.

Head on over there yourself if you also want to examine your personal quiet time with God.

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Standing on God's Promises

I've been having some rough days for the past month (not every day, but often for a few days at a time). This weekend was one of those patches of bad days. Yesterday was particularly bad. I'm not sure if it is being caused by the fact that my hormones are still out of balance since having Hava (who knew it would take more than 7 months for them to get back in balance?!), or from having too much on my plate (being a mother, preparing for school--writing curriculums, responsibilities at church, preserving food from the garden, etc), or financial stress, or maybe just all those put together. Regardless of the cause, it has been pretty bad a few times.

This morning I read Psalm 34:17 in one of my small devotional books. It spoke to me and caused me to want to read the whole Psalm so I opened my bible and started reading. It is amazing how God can speak what you need to hear when you need to hear it. What are the chances that I would be on that page in my devotional today? What are the chances that I would be the only one awake so I would have the opportunity to look up the Psalm and read the whole thing? I can tell you that it wasn't coincidence or luck; It was the Holy Spirit speaking me through the guidance of my loving heavenly Father!

Some of the verses from Psalm 34 that I am choosing to stand on today are:

"I sought the Lord, and He heard me And delivered me from all my fears."--4

"This poor man cried out, and the Lord heard him, And saved him out of all his troubles."--6

"The eyes of the Lord are on the righteous, And His ears are open to their cry."--15

"The righteous cry out, and the Lord hears, And delivers them out of all their troubles. The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, And saves such as have a contrite spirit."--17-18

"Many are the afflictions of the righteous, But the Lord delivers him out of them all."--19

You may be going through a rough time right now and these verse may strengthen you as they have strengthened me. Take them as promises from God and stand on them! You may not be going through a rough time right now, but keep these verses in mind for when you do have rough times (we know that they will come!).

I'll end with the words from a great song:

Standing on the Promises

Standing on the promises of God my King
Through eternal ages let His praises ring;
Glory in the highest, I will shout and sing,
Standing on the promises of God.

Standing, standing,
Standing on the promises of God my Saviour;
Standing, standing,
I'm standing on the promises of God.

Standing on the promises that cannot fail,
When the howling storms of doubt and fear assail,
By the living word of God I shall prevail,
Standing on the promises of God.

Standing, standing,
Standing on the promises of God my Saviour;
Standing, standing,
I'm standing on the promises of God.

Standing on the promises of Christ the Lord,
Bound to Him eternally by love's strong cord,
Overcoming daily with the Spirit's sword,
Standing on the promises of God.

Standing, standing,
Standing on the promises of God my Saviour;
Standing, standing,
I'm standing on the promises of God.

Standing on the promises I cannot fall,
Listening every moment to the Spirit's call,
Resting in my Saviour as my all in all,
Standing on the promises of God.

Standing, standing,
Standing on the promises of God my Saviour;
Standing, standing,
I'm standing on the promises of God.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Working Women and God's Plan

The debate about whether or not women should work outside the home is always being discussed. Personally, I believe it is God's design for women to be keepers of the home, but I understand why sometimes it is necessary for a woman to work. I also believe there is a big difference between working full-time and part-time or working from home. The Proverbs 31 woman is often put on a pedestal for women to emulate and she worked ("She considereth a field, and buyeth it; with the fruit of her hands she planteth a vineyard." 16 and "She maketh fine linen, and selleth it; and deliverth girdles unto the merchant." 24), so I know that bringing in money is not against God's plan. I do, believe, however, that many women have put their careers above their families and even when they haven't, it is hard to give 100% at both jobs.

I thought I would share an article that discusses this topic--Do Working Women Blaspheme God's Name. I agree with what she has written, but would have liked to see how she addresses the fact that the Proverbs 31 woman worked in the article as well.